For the past couple of months I've been talking to my best friend Sara every day, I love it. I can honestly say it helps me keep my sanity. We only usually talk through AIM but two nights ago we tried video chat! It was silly/fun but I feel like I'm just really socially awkward (Even with her and she's been my best friend since 7th grade!) because I'm not always around people, just my family. It's almost like I forget how to socialize with my mouth! When I am typing my thoughts flow so freely and I can communicate much easier, and more efficiently. I know I've been in this rutt before but I think my getting a job got me out of it. Lengthy periods of time away from hanging out with friends seems to make me socially retarded. I'm seriously all thumbs with my words and like...what to say next, etc. Awkward silences are my kryptonite. But luckily, Sara loves me and I love her and she understands :) Anyway...I look forward to talking to her every day/night and hearing updates on different topics we keep each other posted on, some of which are just freaking ridiculous, some are ridiculously funny, and others are really deep and important to both of us. We cover every facet of life I feel like, and best friends should be able to have that in a relationship I think! We talk about everything, including poop, health, God, spirituality, sex *or the sex we are definitely not having* to plans for future and retarded things like my random question phases "Sara, what do you think the first thing stars do when the get to their beach house?" and she ALWAYS makes me laugh by saying "Hmm I dunno, take a shit?" This is why we are best friends. I feel like we both bring a lot to the friendship too. I love to listen to what she has to say, and I can honestly say that there are very few people in my life who I truly and honestly care about what they have to say. Thats really defining of my charachter to say that but whatever, its true and i'm not hiding anything. I like talking to people I guess but Im genuinely interested in what she has to say and what the update with whatever or whoever is in her life. If you and your best friend do not provide this to each other, maybe you should think twice about who you call your best friend. Okay thats my bestie rant.
Well my left hand is painted, I suppose I should paint my right hand. A few updates for myself...
- Im not talking to Adam at all because I've decided to call it quits between us for good, since he is not willing to do anything it takes to be a family with Dylan and I.
- School is starting for me next month, I'm excited about that, Im trying to make myself as much jewelry as I can! haha Im a fiend!
-Faye and I are becoming friends too over AIM which is nice! she is fun to talk to and she makes me feel super great about myself. Not to mention she has been sending me the most loaded and amazing care packages from London and such! My best customer AND she sends me things I don't deserve. Her reason? "You are so generous with your customers, you deserve to get a few little things yourself!" How amazing is that? <3
-Not too jewelry inspired right now. Maybe depression sort of eats inspiration like a big fish and a little fish. Maybe I need to find a happy shark to eat all the fishes.
Enough metaphors on crack, ciao!
P.S. I really freaking want this shirt !!!!!!!!!!!!! Sara and I really want all of these shirts, but hell, they might as well be 10Gs each at this point.
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